Did you miss me?

Woudln't blame you if you didn't!

I have been out of it. I am officially moved out of the fungi infested dorm. While moving out I had a long chat with a good friend of mine who is tying the knot before me. I wish sometimes that we were closer but then again time and space have taken over.

Going to visit Dr. Ifiiiiiiiiiiiiii and seeing some people brought back painful memories I shall keep hiddin for now. What I do know is that I haven't reached that plateau I thought I had. So yeah if you don't hear from me for a while its because I need to go through that self re-evaluation all over again.

At times I wonder if it will ever end, if I need professional help if someday I will ever fully feel that people value me the way I value love and life. My poor baby is suffering through this ordeal yet again.

Uhm all you praying people out there, pray for me...I am...falling...