Wednesday, December 20, 2006

So Much to Say

I am so mad because I want to hurt you
I want to take you by your fucking head
And bash you repeatedly against a wall
I want to wake your ass up with fists pounding at your ribs
I want to kick you and let you feel the hurt she felt that night
I want you to walk in fear every day in you own home
Don't even try to get my sympathy
And win me over with your kind words and phony concern
You don't care about her
You care about you and what you get from her
love and security and the "save me please"
female attitude that comes with someone
Who feels she has no where else to go
I hate you and I have never even see your fucking face
I will hurt you
Just don't fall asleep on me
You fucking bastard
How dare you even think she doesn't have peoples
How dare you think you could get away with it
That your kisses and words would make everything alright
I will hurt you
Just you wait and see
Don't fall asleep on me

1 comment:

soul said...

Sigh,
It never stops does it.
Sounds like something one says when they find out that a friend or sisters husband is beating her.
We keep thinking that our generation won't go through the same things our parents went through and then it happens.

sigh. I'm sorry.
I don't know you but I do know this, if you needed some back up and I was anywhere near you, I'd be there. I swear I feel like buying some knuckle dusters and starting a naija married women defence class.

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