Wednesday, November 1, 2006

Underneath boxes and *ish

right now I am sitting in a room stacked high with boxes and I am wondering why I am mad emotional. I have no attachment to this apartment. I have nothing hear that I really like. I am really happy to be going to a bigger place.

Then why am I sitting here listening to Josh Groban and tearing up?


In other news
What is up with Halloween. I am supposed to be excited about the scariest creatures that my mind can phantom? I mean all this little demons running up to my porch wanting me to give them some candy. What the hell. I didn't even open the door. And then the most annoying ones are the agbayas! those old people that are still holding onto thier trick-or-treating days!

What the hell?

I am sitting in class yesterday. Mind you I had been shuffling crap to the dumpster and Goodwill all day and I was tired out of my mind. And this guy is talking about how he is going to miss trick-or-treating and so can we get out of class early. I look at him with all the disgut int he world. I mean You couldn't come up with a better reason.

Then I sat back and thought about it! A part of us wants to be child again. I know I enjoy running around with my friends and playing in the sprinklers even though I am friggin past that age. I know nothing feels better than winning a snowball fight and running inside for some hot chocolate. Or the freedom you feel when you are racing down a hill, handle bar and peddle free with your arms stretched down the hill on your bike.

The sweet feeling of getting a huge hug from your dad or mom. Or the fact that when you call even without saying anything, they immediately know you are hurting and they automatically start comforting you.

These are all childhood things I want to hold onto, things I don't want to let go off. So maybe I am scorning someone elses childhood, maybe I should just be a little more accomodating to that idiot in class who wants to eat candy instead of have a great conversation on the Tort system.

Or maybe I should stop giving the kids nustrisystem bars and give them snickers instead!

Well, this one's over so maybe next year I will turn a new leaf!

Maybe but don't hold your breathe trick or treaters! I am not really good at keeping new years resolutions!

What's going on with you guys these days?

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

aaaww poor baby...how did those lil' gremlins find your door. isn't it way off to the side...lol...where there's a will, there's a way.

soul said...

yep,
i embrace my inner child on the regular, I think it keeps me from being jaded.. (at least i hope so).

oh annd yes please no more nutrisystem bars, those things are not necessarily any better than the candy, check out the nutritional content lol.
How about you give te kids really good chocolate like dark chocolate?. or just give em snickers let them enjoy themselves and rot their milk teeth. they'lllearn by the time they grow the adult teeth :)

Poetic Justice said...

Tope:when there is a will there is away

soul: i have to find someway of getting rid of this *ish

Overwhelmed: had a pillow fight last night!Awesome. My fav. childhood memory is swinging as high as I could on the swing set and then for a brief minute in time flying as a catapulted from the swing to the ground. Funny I never broke any bones

Pretty makes the day go faster said...

I need a pillow fight myself..nothing like just having good old silly fun. I like moving too well used to after doing 4/5 cities is about 3 yrs Im soo done for now. and oh how I hated switching dorms. Happy belated!

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