I find within myself
A place that doesn't hurt
That doesn't feel
I go to that place
And create a way to make
My heart conceal the ache
I form a cocoon
Around this place,this heart
Build a wall
You cannot penetrate
I begin to speak
The words come out of me
As if I am not this person
You loved
I open up
I become distant
I knock feelings to the ground
I hurt
I intend to hurt
You made my pain
And I can only hear the words
I wish to hold back
Wishing I didn't say what I said
Wishing I could take it all away
Another fight
Another day
Good night!
Hey bloggers
had to get that out of me
Okay so I am leaving Bmore today because of many reasons. As I said life must go on. Wish I didn't have to go though, I feel like there is still so much to be done. Almost like I didn't accomplish that much. I LOVE my Bmore family, and I am looking forward to thier trip to CT! That's right people CT in October. Hopefully things will be straight by then.
Later kiddos,
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3 comments:
Pele o. Learn how to use the phone shorty!
absolutely love the poem! hope things are much better. don't know what's going on.
Vixen: can't afford my phone
Geo: Thanks and things are fine, just felt like venting how I felt about an issue. How u doin?(said with a sylvester stallone voice)
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