I had a relationship go south in the last year and I haven't been able to shake the feeling of hurt. I mean really bad, aching hurt. Nightmares, anger, revulsion hurt. You know the kind of hurt that creeps up on you and brings your mood down. And then you question yourself a billion times "did I do the right thing? am I happier now? was that really a destructive relationship?" you know those kind of feelings.
On a happier note:
I didn't win the election for president of the Accounting society afterall, I got out voted by an accounting major (aparently you have to be an accounting major to run the society, go figure)
I went dress shopping and didn't find that cute dress that woudl enhance the sisters without making them look slutty or topple out! (Yes people, I am top heavy and I love it!)
And I am officially begining to sink into the state of "The anorexic mind" again considering the wonderful job the people at Macy's and Lord and taylor did with the mirrors that make my ass and love handles look huge! how dare they cut thier clothes so small.
Okay here are five more things I would like to say to people but havne't got a chance or never would
1. It's not you that hurt me it's your man. Doesn't he have anything better to do than talk about me. I mean come off your high horse! I have heard everything you have said and I guarantee that if you don't stop I am going to start talking about shit that I know that you don't want the world to know. Get off my back and live your own life you ego centric peice of shit!
2. Okay this is me being nice, "You are a damn fool"
3. I wish we didn't have to say goodbye
4. Thank you for always being there. Words cannot express the depth of emotion I feel for you and how much you mean to me. I don't know what I would do if you weren't in my life.
5. Our friendship ment so much to me, I wish we could find a way to get it back.
Okay people, lights out!
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3 comments:
words that we never say. i find that sometimes they are more powerful than the things that i do say, perhaps because i felt them deep within me, and couldnt say them due to whatever constraints.
and i really hate goodbyes.
i have enjoyed reading your blog today.
peace
Why would you end a relationship with your friend because of something her boyfriend did?
hey anonymous,
I never said it was because of stuff her boyfriend did. do I know you? and if so do you know who i know? read tomorrows post to answer you question.
And I would like to know who you are for a change?cuz you obviously know who i am!
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